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Literature Text
i closed my eyes; It opened them—
borrowed borrowed life, brought only pain
to pay for it; hypocritically, insisted
that i pay my debt: return myself
i opened my fists; It closed them shut,
raised them high, then rained them down, drumming
upon the waiting face, upturned to receive
the brunt of the blow; i laughed, delighted by the places
It was taking me, all the places i’d
never thought to go
i hid from the world; It squirmed to the front
they saw It then, naked, ugly,
when i was so close: almost free
from the heavy irony of my body, and
about to find my own sort of happiness
and they told me i was losing time
but instead i’m losing my mind,
the only thing i can do correctly:
break myself, beg It to fix me. but they told me
i was okay, that i was beautiful and powerful,
and told It to go away.
it left.
now
it’s been years inside this balmy sphere,
so my mouth is wide
but too much so; they’re opening me up again
& here i am walking through that dark frame,
stuffed with comfort as fallible and fragile
as my thoughts. my hand is on the brassy knob;
the door swings open, and there———
i closed that door; you opened it—
broke my broken life, brought plenty of pain
to pay for it. unaware, you insisted
that i carry out my duty: be happy, be
happy, be normal.
radiant
a litany of things better left unknown
Cliches I Have Dated
It feels a little incomplete to me, and I'm starting to dislike the tone, but I'm not sure what else I could add. Please feel free to give some feedback! Questions:
How do you feel about the balance of the 2 sections?
How do you feel about the rhyming?
The transition?
my critique of another poem (for tWR) :comments.deviantart.com/1/4985…
I hope this helps! I know there's not really negative criticism in there, but I don't know that I have any to speak of. Keep up the good work!